Ring, No Ring

I never had this ring.

I wasn't engaged. 

We did have a sexual relationship for a year but it wasn't anything more.

He wasn't rich, but he was supposed to play hockey in the pros.

I did love him, really, the only man I have truly ever loved but I needed to get out of the second biggest lie I ever told.  

I wonder what would have happened to us if I wasn't such a fuck-up. 

Did he find out?  Is that why he stopped calling?  

I think about us all the time.  I'm sorry Jeff.  I never meant for this to happen.  

I obviously have a problem.

My Kids I Hate, but Feel Guilty Hating Them

1.  L. C.

2.  C.H.

3.  Y. S.

4.  M. E.

5.  A. F.

6.  T. J.

7.  X. A.

8.  M. A.  

9.  C. H. & A. H.  (Twins)

10.  J. C.